Firstly, I'm doing detox for the next week so if I seem crabby it's probably because I'm having processed sugar withdrawal and a craving for meat. Otherwise, I'm sorries if I'm bitchy! >.<'

Secondly, I've had a few "eureka"s about my life.
I KNOW I want to act. That's most certain. So I'm going to be training myself and learning and whatnot.
I'm going to get into these two competitions. One is a poetry reading competition. The second is "Shakespeare's Monologue" Competition. If I win the first I get a pretty award to put on my college applications. Second I'll be able to study in Oxford for the summer for acting, I think..I'm still not in the loop about that one. It'll be interesting.
Thirdly, I know now that if I have any plans on wanting to be a costume/fashion designer, I NEED to take art classes. So that's going to be on my list of classes to get next year. *nodnod*
I've never thought of myself as an illustration artist, but I'd need to be able to at least show a rough idea about what I plan on spending (hopefully) other people's money on.
I'm going to go to Japan next summer. It's decided that's what I really, really want to do. To do that though, I need to save up money and study Japanese REALLLY REALLY hard. Please give me all your support. *flails*

So, short-term/long-term goals:

1. Enter the poetry and monologue competitions and compete.
2. Take up art...at least..drawing. >>'
3. Learn as much Japanese as I possibly can before going there next summer.
4. Loose that annoying 15 pounds before summer, do NOT dye or cut hair, and NO BITING NAILS EVER AGAIN.
5. Be Happy with who I am and take one day at a time.